Top five worst illnesses

I had a really bad flu when I was younger, that was no 1 by a long mile. Chicken pox was my no 2. MS related pains and fevers have nothing on this, that's why it's no 4. This is aweful. I don't think I fully explained to Shauna what this is doing to me. So much pain. I'm about ready to give up on everything until I'm healthy, I can't work like this... my figner tips hurt for christ sake. And as predicted my fever (102-3) has worsened my MS symptoms. SO now I can't see at all from my left eye and walking is certainly difficult. I'm shaking uncontrolably and each shake hurts like hell. Purgatory. This is where I am.