feeling low

well, I'm going to try and get something done tomorrow about my case. I can't live like this. I'm surviving day to day, each day is terrifying and each night is never long enough. My body and mind are taxed, I can't dish out too much more. So many variables, so many problems. God help me, something help me. On average I seem to be getting worse, day by day, week by week. There is some strange progression at work here. I don't know. All I know is that I'm barely a shadow of my former self. I'm practally destroyed. I'm so far down the crap sack I don't know which way is up and even if I did, I could never get out of it completely again. :(
Feeling sad and hopeless.