Sunday, September 23, 2007

Withdrawl

So I didn't take medication pretty much all weekend. So yes I'm getting pangs of withdrawl. It isn't pleasent. I didn't take it because I was drinking so much alcohol so yeah... It's actually smart that I didn't. But I realize I went a little too long and now I'm freaking out a bit for no reason over silly things--like being alone. At least I know what it is and I have a handle on it. I don't want to take anything now becuase it might make me sleepy and I don't want to fall asleep now because I'll be up all night. So I have a few more hours of unpleasent withdrawl to wheather. I just need to hang out with peeps. Problems is I don't know who to call. Rotten, dirty, withdrawl symptoms. Doing laundry and dishes will at least make me feel productive and help take my mind away from the woes.